Saturday, November 14, 2009

When enough is enough!

Wow! I didn't realize it's been almost a month since I have been on here. I've been so busy with all kinds of stuff and had to take a break! I am burned out! Ever feel that way? I have overworked myself so much that I had to literally pinch myself to make sure I was still alive! Thank God that I am still alive and I thank Him for helping me through this. The past couple of weeks have been challenging. Thanks to all my family and friends for checking on me, being supportive, and all the prayers. My life is taking a new direction and I'm trying to "adjust" so to speak.
I have been busy with working, with church, fixing myself, and working on my new ideas. I got accepted into the Johnson- Wales Pastry Art School. I have always loved to bake and decorate and of course I got inspiration from various TV bakers. So we will see what this holds.
I have been doing a lot of research on old houses and I am trying to decide on 3 houses to make a bid on. One house is in need of A LOT of work while the others just need some TLC. I have prayed about a lot of what is going on in my life and well I think God is leading me into new directions and if it is His will..then I shall follow.
So you are wondering where the "When enough is enough!" comes from? come to a point in your life when you have to let go and let God take full control. There are some things in life you can't fix on your own. Lord knows when I try to fix some things I make a bigger mess. All I can say is I have had enough! I have allowed people to come into my life and wreck it, take me for granted, and so forth. I look back and think how stupid I was....maybe I was just lonely..LOL. Wow! I must have been really lonely to put up with what I did! God is in control...He always will be. No matter what happens God has my back!